ROMANTIC LOVE IS AN ILLUSION

Or so i have heard. Well, i don't know. 
I am angry and yes, i am disappointed. 
Reason, well, i don't want to disclose it. I'd like to keep it to myself until i find a way to express it in rightful expression and words. 
My mind is jumbling, spinning, words-words, flying all around my head. Feels like i'm seeing stars in this broad daylight. In actuality,  they are just words. Must be because of my impending exams. lol


Okay not making this post more weird (!) here are some very true things that i believe in. They are funny, inspiring, silly, but it helps to make you feel better any day. Especially after a break-up.  
Nar, i am not going through that in case you are wondering. :P

• The hottest love has the coldest end.
• If this is goodbye, don't come back
• I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was
• You mean more to me than life itself - but I'm suicidal. ~ Anonymous
• Romantic love is an illusion. Most of us discover this truth at the end of a love affair
• Love is hard work; and hard work sometimes hurts!. 
• God is closest to those with broken hearts.
• This just isn't for me. Nothing personal. I want to be able to tell people - I'm single. ~ Anonymous
• Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go. 
• If someone you love hurts you,  cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it. 
• I want someone who can buy me a new car. ~ Anonymous
• The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.
• Men are a luxury, not a necessity. ~ Cher
• I don’t want to keep being the girl that keeps crying about the same things.
• Just give me time and I’ll get over you.
• A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it.
• Never regret. If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience. ~ Victoria Holt

• One way to break up any kind of tension is good deep breathing. ~ Byron Nelson
• We just grew apart, I don't need you any more.~ Anonymous
• You're too young for me. I mean, too *old*. We're the same age? Well, that doesn't work for me, either.~ Anonymous
• You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again.
• Breaking up is not a stupid thing. Instead, it makes you a better person and realize your mistakes

• Love is ironic. Only when you hurt someone, they realise they truly love you.
• I cried today...
  Not because I missed you or even wanted you
  But because I finally realized
  I'm going to be alright without you

My knight in shining armour turned out to be a loser in aluminium foil

HE? WHO ?

This boy is in love with me.


What do i do. What do i say to him. What am i feeling..................


So many questions. All unanswered, for a reason.


I am out of love. Does that makes any sense, this 'out of love' thing, to you ? Does to me.


But i am not going to explain this "phenomena". Its common. Its life. Its change. Its good for me. Its good for him. Its change.


I will be "in love" again.


Till then, this boy is in love with me.
What do i do.

YOU MAKE MY HEART FLUTTER..STILL

I fell for you.

I liked you.

I made you like me.

I fell in love with you.

I dreamt of us being together.

I started fighting.

I wanted more of everything from you.

I broke up with you.

I hate you.

Despite all this : My heart still does a flip when i sense you around.

'Why' is not the question. There is no answer to any questions related to this strange thing. Maybe it's just meant to be like this. But maybe it's not.

There is time for this. Exploring my feelings at this time is very mind boggling. I can't tell you any of this. I won't. There is still time for this. 

The picture some how describes us. You holding me. You protecting me. You sheltering me. You Loving me.

For You.

             By Me.  

                                                    Goodbyes are actually just like tender touch. 

                                         There is still a long way to go. No Promises but still a Wish.

                                                        We Had Ours. Maybe we still Have Ours.

                                                                   There  is time for this.